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Well it has certainly been been a while.

Been too busy.

Classes are over and have been for a bit. Going to start back again soon. Which is always something to make me want to sleep in.

We have two roomates here now. Jamie (canadian) good guy. And Amber who is one of my closest friends.

Serenity (my laptop) had her cord go boom a couple weeks ago and I just got her back yesterday so I'm happy. I've been considering where I want to move after I leave Sydney in 18 months and I'm considering one of three places: Rome, Paris or London. Not sure where yet but thats where I want to go. Now that I've finally gotten free of the states I really don't want to go back.

If I go to Rome I can learn Itallian and see so much.
If I go to Paris I can relearn French and go back to one of the few places I feel at home.
If I go to London I can pick up a really bad accent and see where most of my ancestors came from.


Still debating.

My boyfriend Patrick is not be happy about my eventual departure. I care about him a lot but if I have to choose between my dreams and the comfort of another body I'm chosing my dreams. I almost gave them up once for a man and it got me no where. Never again.


Well other than that I've devloped a rather annoying habit over the last few months.....fanfiction. Two months of sporatic reading and then one really great story spurns me into writing. Started about a month ago and I've already hit 52,000 words. Probably not a good sign but its winter break here so I guess its ok.

If anyone wants to read it its on Twisting the Hellmouth.
Its called For the Wild at Heart Trapped in Cages my jezaeiri.

http://www.tthfanfic.com/Story-13223/jezaeiri+For+the+Wild+at+Heart+Trapped+in+Cages.htm



And if even ONE of you make fun of my new hobby I will KILL you. I've never had the courage to let ANYONE read my writing before and in the month since I started I've gotten such a great positive response that I'm actually considering letting some friends read my origional work.
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Life changes so much

An update on my life for the last little bit.


-Chris and I got a new house.
Its huge and 4 big bedrooms.
We got a fridge and washer yesterday.
I love it...5 levels, jacuzzi, balconies, the works.

-Classes started back.
Which means lots of new people. All of which are now my friends and we are raod tripping in a month.
It also means nights out at the clubs...hello Blink on Friday.

-I've also started delving into waters I've avoided since Nate.
I'm dating....yes dating....now dont get that look on your face. It isnt one guy. Its well....three. I don't do relationships. At least not any more. Besides if I want a guy to cuddle with I have Chris in the house and well lets face it after this last year he is avoiding a relationship harder than I am.

-Oh and the new and exciting fun. I may be working at several of the biggest clubs in the city from now on. They are PAYING me to go out to clubs and socialize with people.

-And last but not least I guess. I get to go have dental surgery soon because my wisdom teeth are being mean to me and its all kinds of not fun.
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I need yo expand my network

ok so i'm using myspace and facebook a lot lately and its just become faster for me to oly gave to deal with my 3 primary sources for contact so i'm requesting that people add me to these if they have them.

http://www.myspace.com/onepathtaken

is myspace

Kari Woodruff

for facebook

and if you just want to chat.

jezaeiri@hotmail.com

is my msn


please add me. With school and everythign else this is more convienent during the semester.
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Ok so I'm in Canada now after being home last week with the family. That was kinda nice except for the whole thing of my being sick with the flu the entire time.

Chris and I got a nice townhouse to move into and my birthday came and went very uneventfully....I didnt even leave my couch on my birhtday....everyone was gone or busy so I spent it alone. Oh well. So I'm now 23. big friggin woop.

in other news I am trying to find myself a social life again and making an attempt to drop a little weight while having fun, learning, and or making myself more comfortable in my skin.

I've already got 4 types of dancing classes set up. I need some other ideas that are cheap as I am on a budget. An help would be appreciated.
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Ok so I'm in Canada now after being home last week with the family. That was kinda nice except for the whole thing of my being sick with the flu the entire time.

Chris and I got a nice townhouse to move into and my birthday came and went very uneventfully....I didnt even leave my couch on my birhtday....everyone was gone or busy so I spent it alone. Oh well. So I'm now 23. big friggin woop.

in other news I am trying to find myself a social life again and making an attempt to drop a little weight while having fun, learning, and or making myself more comfortable in my skin.

I've already for 4 types of dancing classes set up. I need some other ideas that are cheap as I am on a budget. An help would be appreciated.
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Well I went to America for three weeks. I got back yesterday. It was nice to see everyone. And it was nice to be back in old territory but I must say I'm very happy to be home.

Chris picked me up from the airport and then we hung out and relaxed all yesterday. He even took me out to dinner. Today we went shopping and ice skating. I was nice.

I dont why I havent been on LJ much in the last months. I guess its because I've found so many other things to take up my time. I'm not really sure but I know I'll be back eventually.
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Reality Check

Ok so I should recap the last few weeks.
First of all I moved in with my friends Cameron and Daniel....these two are going to test my patience and anger management skills.
Secondly I found three kittens and now have the dubious joy of playing mommy to them at the end of the semester when all my assignments and presentations are due....there little buggers are about 4 weeks old and need almost constant care.
and Finally after several long and painful months of Peaches drama I have decided to get my life back to what I want it to be.

Therefor I have come to the conclusion that I need a few things to happen. The first being getting back into shape. if I can lose 15kilos I will be at my ideal weight. A weaight were I'm still not skinny but I feel content at. aka I'll be about 135lbs. I have too much muscle to ever be skinny. And the other thing is to get back into the social...ie dating ect. world. So if anyone has any friends they want to set me up with I'm willing to take a chance...I already did it a couple of weeks ago and I didn't hate it. But other than that reccomendations other than going to clubs would be nice....guys at clubs just want sex and as much as no strings attached sex is its not really my cuppa tea.
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As we get older arent we supposed to become more wise?

I really don't feel that wise.
And despite the last year or so of my life it seems that I haven't even learned.

hopefully over these next few days i can begin to change that or at least keep myself from doing something drastic.
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